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Sunday, 06 December 2009
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i am over loaded.
Saturday, 05 December 2009
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Hard drive fried, lost all the data.
Broke the wireless mouse, had to buy a new one...
Battery is dead, had to get a replacement...
Met a guy, donno what I should feel, donno what I was looking for.
Got drunk last night, don't remember much next day.
Burned dinner today, taste like shit.
In a bad mood, cuz I feel numb.
Sad, a friend is moving to another country.
Sad, their songs are too deep, too emotional. Obviously my heart is too weak for it.
Cold, heater is not working properly. I hate this place!
Feeling like being tied up to something. Can't leave, can't stay.
Saturday, 28 November 2009
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It is just a big fat lie, nothing last forever.
Thursday, 26 November 2009
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It's been raining everyday this week. Shitty weather....
Tuesday, 24 November 2009
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I am so tired today. I couldn't sleep well last night. This morning, I said to myself, maybe I am just single again. He doesn't have the gut to face me at all. I want to confront. But he wants to play "hide and seek".
I called in the afternoon. No one answered. No call back. No messages. Nothing as usual.
No tears are coming out. I don't feel heart broken. I don't feel being betrayed. I don't feel painful inside. I don't love him. I just can't stand the loneliness inside me.
He said that the girls would always cheat on him. I think it's because he is too scared to face anything in the relationship. Like what he's doing to me right now. That's why all the other girls just chose to move on. And then he would act like an victim. But who is the real victim here? I have every reason to cheat right now, yet I still choose to give him a chance, to wait for him to confront.
Why don't I break up with him? Because I don't have the heart to say those words. I don't want to feel the guilt after. I know it's stupid to think like that. It's just stupid...
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